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Today I am feeling melancholic, I believe. Not sure. Deep seated hollowness with a hint of embarrassment.
Today was weird. I feel like I drifted through the day within the blink of an eye. Like I completely lost track of time, and I don't know what I was doing between the hours I woke up and where I am now. I cannot remember for the life of me what I was doing during the day, and especially once I arrived at my mom's house. I remember arriving, eating, and then it was 11PM despite the last time I checked the clock it was 6PM. What happened? Is this dissociation? I'm not sure. I think I need somebody else to tell me their thoughts on this before I judge my own.
I have also been having doubts about my art again. I feel like it's not very good or worthy of much. Art is incredibly subjective, but it seems as though mine is the exception.
Today was weird. I feel like I drifted through the day within the blink of an eye. Like I completely lost track of time, and I don't know what I was doing between the hours I woke up and where I am now. I cannot remember for the life of me what I was doing during the day, and especially once I arrived at my mom's house. I remember arriving, eating, and then it was 11PM despite the last time I checked the clock it was 6PM. What happened? Is this dissociation? I'm not sure. I think I need somebody else to tell me their thoughts on this before I judge my own.
I have also been having doubts about my art again. I feel like it's not very good or worthy of much. Art is incredibly subjective, but it seems as though mine is the exception.
